Author’s note: There were
so many e-mails with the same kinds of questions, I felt I should give you some
answers – 1. Yes, we will see Trent, but his role in this series will be
different. 2. As to the white dino gem, yes, Mesogog has the gem in “White
Thunder pt 1”, but we don’t know how long he’d had it (i.e. in “Back in Black”
he seemed to be clueless that the power source inside the stone was a gem –
which shouldn’t have been the case if he already knew what a dino gem was, if
he had the white gem), so I choose to believe that he located it AFTER “Back in
Black”, allowing Hayley to find it and the purple gem first. 3. The pairings
will take a bit to flesh out (other than T/K), and I am toying with some
triangles. 4. I am planning this to be around 20 chapters, maybe more… I don’t
figure to follow the season exactly, but will cover the ‘episodes’ that I think
make sense for this story. 5. Evil rangers… well, we know it can’t be Trent, so
I will just have to ask you to wait and see.
Hi all. Thank you. I was
stunned to have so much mail in less than 12 hours of posting, and it just kept
coming. It means a lot to me that you came back. I hope this next chapter gives
you some insight into this universe’s Kim and Tommy. So here we go, hope you
enjoy, and now, to the story. . .
Legends
and Heroes
By
Jeannine Trevizo
-x-
Chapter 2: Like We
Never Loved At All
Morning turned into
afternoon with no word about reconciliation or even hearing that Tommy had
called to make any plans to talk. Finally Jason got tired of waiting and called
Kim’s room, asking if she wanted to meet him in the hotel’s atrium for lunch.
Agreeing, Kim met Jason and they sat at a table, and then made their order. As
they waited, they made idle chit chat, Jason hoping to have Kim say what he
knew she wouldn’t.
Sighing, he waited as
their server set down their food and left them to eat.
“Did he call?” asked Jason
before taking a bite of his burger.
“Who?” questioned Kim as
she speared a piece of lettuce from her salad with her fork in a move much to
violent to be natural.
“Tommy. He promised he’d
talk to you today.”
“Why? I thought he’d just
have Hayley ask for the dino gem back and kick me out of town,” she commented
with a frown.
“Come on Kim. He’s not
that heartless. Besides, it was a long time ago.”
“Yes, but… I mean,
shouldn’t he want me gone? I mean, I go and show up in his shiny new life, a
blast from the past he’d rather leave buried. I don’t blame him for wanting me to
leave.”
“I don’t think he really
wants you to go,” Jason said honestly, before putting a French fry in his
mouth.
“Did he tell you that?”
she nearly demanded, putting her fork down with a glare. When Jason didn’t
answer,, she knew she had him. “No, he didn’t. You’re just guessing. And
guessing wrong, no doubt.”
“Oh come on Kim. Tommy
and I have been friends for a while now. I think after all these years I’ve
learned to read him…”
“You think?”
“How long have you and I
been friends Kim? Long enough for you to know I wouldn’t shit you about this.”
“Okay, so maybe he’s
willing to talk. It doesn’t mean we can get past it.”
“Or maybe you guys can
start over.”
She seemed to physically
shy from the idea, and again Jason wondered why his two best friends had to be
so stubborn. He stared at her, prompting her to finally speak her mind.
“I don’t know… it’s been
so long, so much water under the bridge. Hell, I burned the bridge in
spectacular style.”
“Look, just give it a
chance. You two were friends too…” Jason reminded her softly, reaching across
the table to take her hand in his. “Just talk things out, and if you can both
put aside your pain and your egos, maybe we can be a team again.”
Kim nodded silently,
taking Jason’s words to heart. Perhaps this was what they both needed to move
on. With the matter settled, they resumed eating their lunch, Jason hoping that
Tommy wouldn’t need him to kick his ass again to get him to follow through.
Finally, they finished
and split their bill. Knowing now that Tommy was supposed to call her, Kim
headed back to her room. She walked in and headed to the nightstand by the bed,
finding the red light on the phone indicating a message was lit. Dialing into
the voicemail system, she listened to Tommy’s stilted voice asking if he could
meet her at 4pm, after his classes got out for the day.
After hanging up the
phone, she stared at it for a good fifteen minutes before picking it up and
dialing the cell phone number he’d left on his message. When she got his
voicemail, she nearly hung up, but took a deep breath and left him a message
saying she was okay with seeing him at four and gave him her room number.
Then she hung up and sat
heavily on the bed, trying to recall just how the man she’d wanted to spend the
rest of her life with had ended up a stranger to her.
-x-
At a quarter past four there
was a knock at the door to her hotel room, and Kim jumped slightly. He was
late, some things never changed. Moving like she was in molasses, she finally
made it to the door, and opened it with infinite slowness. Revealed at her
doorway stood the man she was dreading seeing.
And the man she had
longed to see for ages.
He stood with his hands
stuffed in his pants pockets, looking uncomfortable and like a nervous teen
preparing to ask a girl he liked out. Familiar territory for them, except this
time their relationship wasn’t in a place where he’d be asking her out.
“Hey. Sorry I’m late,
student’s with homework questions. Can I come in?”
Without a word, she waved
him inside, and shut the door behind him. Tommy turned around and she just
stood there, so he just took a seat on the small loveseat in the little suite
and tried to get a grip on his emotions before he said anything.
“So…” he started, and
then trailed off. How the hell was he supposed to do this?
Silence filled the room
once again. Kimberly looked at Tommy and felt her own guilt and anger envelop
her, and her mouth ran away before she could get her brain to control it.
“So, I guess you’re here
to demand an explanation from me so you can have your ego soothed for something
that happened years ago, and then you can ask me to leave. How about we just
skip to the chase, I apologize and I’ll leave first thing in the morning,” Kim
said defensively, pulling the silver gauntlet from her wrist and thrusting it
at the man sitting on the small loveseat in her room.
Instead of taking it,
Tommy just stared at it, his stomach twisting in knots that he truly didn’t
understand. But he did know that Kim was a good ranger in the old days. And
that she had earned her chance to be a ranger again after everything she’d done
as a ranger before.
But he just had to
convince her that they could work together, and convince himself of it at the
same time.
“I don’t want it,” he
finally said, reaching up to push her hand holding her bracelet back towards
her.
“Excuse me?” she asked,
stunned.
“I mean, I don’t want you
to just quit. I want to talk to you, and if we can find some common ground, and
you want to, you could stay…”
“You… you really think we
can work together again?”
Kim nearly collapsed across
from him in the armchair and stared at him in awe.
“I’m not saying this will
be easy, or that the past won’t cause us problems,” Tommy forced out, fighting
to stay calm and rational when all his old emotions just were bursting to break
free from their nearly decade long repression.
“Of course it’s going to
cause problems. You can barely stand to look at me, and I… I’m ashamed of how I
treated you back then…” Kim offered up, her emotions starting to weigh on her
more heavily than they had for a long time, faced with the man she’d loved,
lost and hurt.
Wringing his hands, Tommy
knew that this was his moment. That if he was ever going to drain away the long
standing pain that he’d buried following the years after their break up, it was
now.
“You really hurt me Kim.
You dumped me, yes, but it was more than that. Everything I went through during
the years after that; discovering my brother and heritage, handing away the red
turbo powers, going to college, the PhD studies that led me here… You weren’t
there for any of it, and part of me desperately needed you there.”
“But you had Kat…”
“I didn’t want Kat.”
Silence descended into
the room once again. Kimberly couldn’t look at him. She knew that when she
broke things off that he’d be hurt, but she always thought that it wouldn’t be
long before she would be forgotten. That her replacement was waiting in the
wings. She’d never realized that the attraction she thought Tommy was
exhibiting towards Kat before she left hadn’t been enough to make her a substitute
for the girl Tommy did want.
“I… things had changed
with me, with us, and I knew I had to let you go so we could move forward
separately. I never thought that it would cut you so deep.”
“It did Kim. Ever since
then, every woman I’ve dated… I’ve kept my distance. Emotionally. Sure, I dated
women, had sex with them, but I was always holding myself back. I was preparing
myself…I was waiting for them leave me, hurt me. The way I looked at
relationships… you did that to me Kim. And looking at you now, I have to admit
to myself that part of that pattern has to do with the fact no matter what
happened between us, deep in my heart I still cared about you. Still care for
you.”
Tommy’s words had cut her
too the bone and she’d lowered her head in shame as tears had begun to threaten
to break over her lashes. Then with his slight revelation of his true, deep
seeded feelings, Kim’s head slowly came up. The idea that after everything
she’d done, that he could still care about her, it made her wonder if maybe
they weren’t so far apart as she’d thought.
“I’ve always cared about
you Tommy… I know you don’t believe me,” she started tentatively, trying to put
as much honesty into her voice as she could. “But I did and I still do.”
“I… I think you do, but I
don’t know if I trust you Kim. I mean, if you cared at all for me, wouldn’t you
have tried to talk to me? It’s been years since you left me and you’ve been
hiding on the other side of the country all that time.”
Kim wiped her face with
her hands, removing the traces of wetness starting to stream there.
“And did you ever think
there was a reason I was hiding? That I had finally understood the Oliver guilt
complex? I know I did something to you that hurt you, scarred you. I broke your
trust and betrayed you. Never mind that I thought the same of you… I never
asked you, didn’t search for an explanation. I just made a bad choice and
compounded it with how I treated you.”
Kim choked back her tears
and pushed forward with the one phrase she knew he deserved.
“And I’m sorry.”
“So am I.”
They stared at one
another, their eyes telling the other that forgiveness was theirs. And that
there was still something between them that gave them a common ground to
rebuild from. And from there…
“So, can we start over?
Rebuild our friendship? I’ve missed you… being able to talk to you. Having you
around to get rid of creepy guys trying to hit on me at my locker,” she said
with a whisper of a laugh, remembering years past and her green champion.
“You still have guys
hitting on you at your locker?”
“Well, not literally, but
I still seem to attract the Skulls of the world.”
He gave her a slight
grin, remembering the same times with fondness.
“I think that I might be
able to help out. Although my steely glare is a bit dulled with the glasses these
days.”
Kim laughed and Tommy
felt a bubble of happiness that he’d missed for nearly a decade rise in his
chest. Maybe they really did have a chance.
“So, how about we go get
Jase and head back to the house. We can call the team to meet us there and discuss
the future of the Dino Thunder team together.”
“Sounds like a plan.
Because if we’re staying, Jase and I have to go shopping soon. I’m seriously
lacking any purple in my wardrobe.”
Tommy chuckled loudly and
nodded. Kim quickly moved to get her purse from the coffee table, and they
exited the room, headed down the hall. Before they knew it, they were in front
of Jason’s door. Kim knocked loudly, and after a minute, Jason appeared, remote
control in his hand.
“Hey. So, you guys work
things out?” he asked, eyeing the pair as they stood before his door, closer
together than he would have expected just a day ago.
“We came to an
understanding. Think you can spare a few hours to go meet with everyone?”
questioned Tommy.
“Sure, I think Maury was
a repeat anyway.”
Reaching behind him, he
clicked off the TV, tossing the remote onto the loveseat, and grabbing up his
door key before following his friends and fellow rangers out the door and off
to their destiny.
-x-
Twenty five minutes
later, Jason, Kimberly and Tommy were sitting in Tommy’s living room, laughing
over an old story from their Angel Grove days when the doorbell rang. Tommy
moved to get it, opening it to reveal Conner and Ethan, Kira hanging back a
step.
“Okay Dr. O, here we are.
What’s up?” asked Conner with a shrug.
“Come in guys. I called
you here to discuss what to do in regards to the team.”
Conner, Kira and Ethan
walked in, seeing Kim and Jason sitting on the couch. Conner moved to sit in
one of the armchairs, Kira taking the other and Ethan leaning over the back of
her chair. Tommy moved to join them, but stayed on his feet, looking over the
mix of old and new rangers.
“Jase and Kim have agreed
to stay with the team, if you’re all okay with it.”
“And what about you Dr.
O?” asked Ethan, watching their teacher and the new black ranger.
“I’d be on the field with
you as well. And I’d continue in the same capacity as I was before – helping
you be better rangers and understanding what you’re up against.”
“With the three of you,
we’ll have a lot of knowledge to help us. I hope you can be patient with us,
we’re not in your caliber yet, but I think I speak for all of us when I say we
can’t think of a better ranger leader for the team…” Conner remarked, nodding
his head in realization of the edge they now had.
“Conner, I think you’re
getting the wrong impression. I’m not leading,” stated Tommy, watching as
everyone gave him looks of either surprise or understanding. “You are.”
“Me? Lead? But I
thought…”
“You’re the red ranger
Conner,” spoke up Jason suddenly, feeling it was time to explain the facts of
the ranger leadership hierarchy. The red ranger is always the leader. And you
need to know that while Tommy, Kim and I have been doing this a lot longer than
you probably ever will, this is your team.” Jason explained with a grin. They
were so young. Had he and the other rangers ever been that young?
“But you, Dr. O, even Kim
have more experience… one of you should be the leader.”
“Yeah, I mean it’s cool
that it’s tradition, but shouldn’t we have someone who knows what they’re
doing?” questioned Ethan, and then raised his hands defensively as Conner shot
him a glare. “No offense man.”
“Tommy and Jason didn’t
know anything about being a leader until they had to do it. We had a mentor,
someone to guide us through being rangers. It’s the same thing for you. Except
instead of just having us being here to show you the way, we’ll be out there
with you,” explained Kim, looking fondly from Jason to Tommy before setting her
gaze of Conner.
“Conner, you and Kira and
Ethan were the first to be called, and you are the core of this team. You have
the energy, the drive and the motivation to keep fighting,” explained Tommy
simply.
“Motivation?” questioned
Kira, picking up on that word, the meaning of it in terms of being a ranger confusing
to her.
“You live here. I’m
guessing for most of your lives. Your family, your friends, they’re all here.
Jason and I don’t have any ties here, and Tommy’s just recently moved here.
Keeping Reefside safe is something that’s going to be paramount to you
specifically.”
“Aren’t you guys going to
move here too?” Conner asked.
“That’s going to depend
on how you feel about me and Kim staying on. If you want, we can get out of
your way and Tommy can recruit some young people your own age. As long as he’s
here, we know you’ll be okay.”
“But, we don’t want
anyone else. You guys are way too cool. I mean, you’re ranger legends…”
“Exactly. As in history,”
Jason remarked with a note of self-depreciation.
“Not anymore. You guys
decided you were wiling to put on the uniforms again when Dr. O was in trouble.
Well, he may be safe, but Mesogog is still out there, and no one is safe. Don’t
you have any of that duty and honor stuff still in you?” asked Ethan, playing
on the sense of nobility he knew they had to have in them.
“More than you know,”
replied Kim, with a nearly invisible glance in Tommy’s direction that more than
a few people caught, but only Jason recognized.
“So stay,” said Conner
seriously.
“You really want that?
You’re willing to possibly have Kim or I argue your decisions?”
“Hey, I can learn from
the best.”
“I think that goes for
all of us,” said Ethan.
“Well, I guess it’s decided,”
Tommy remarked with a grin. “We’re back in uniform.”
“Cool!” said Kira,
getting up from her seat and going over to hug both Jason and Kim, leaving
Conner and Ethan to follow in her wake, shaking hands.
“Now that this is
settled, ranger team exercise, Friday after school in the forest behind the
cave. I’ll expect everyone there,” announced Tommy.
The teens looked at him
with depressed faces, but Kim and Jason gave them a look that reminded them
that they were the new heroes on the block. They needed to get caught up with
the legends in their midst, as well as all of them learning how to work
together…
“Off you go. You have
homework for my class tomorrow.”
The groans began again,
and the three teens headed for the door, knowing that their teacher meant it.
“Back together again,”
said Jason, nodding towards Tommy with a smirk.
“Guess so. Now what’s
this I hear that you and Kim have different morphing calls? The ones for the
team weren’t good enough for you?” joked Tommy, elbowing Jason in the ribs.
“We went with what we
knew. Besides, you always had to be different, didn’t you Mr. White Ranger?”
Jason remarked, making Tommy laugh out loud.
Kim looked to Jason and
caught his eyes. She tapped her watch and gestured to the door. He nodded and
watched her head for it.
“We should get back. I’ll
talk to you tomorrow?” said Jason.
“Sure. How about we have
dinner tomorrow? All three of us?” Tommy suggested, his eyes glancing away from
Jason and settling on Kim.
“Tomrrow then,” replied
Kim, as she stepped out the door.
Jason shook Tommy’s hand
and grasped his upper arm win their familiar greeting and nodded slightly to
his friend. Then he took his leave with Kim.
Closing the door behind
him, Tommy leaned up against the wood, closing his eyes and breathing out. It
was going to be an interesting tour of duty.
-End-
A truce and the team is
formed. But can Kim and Tommy ever really just be friends? P.S. for my long
time fans… yeah, I know, another “talk” in a hotel room. One of these days I’ll
have to have to figure out another place to hold it. J Lastly, I now have a LiveJournal that I’ll post updates
on the series, as well as other things. If you want to check it out, please see
my homepage or my ff.net profile for details.